| So I think February was my last post. hah my commitment baffles my mind. anyways sooo much has changed since then i now have an incredible job working for Apple, a sweet new computer (Mac Book Pro) not to mention i'm part of a core team starting a new church plant. But this time is different everything is going so well and this time i have a feeling it's going to stay so well. after years of experience i now know the only reason i could be happy is by being close to my creator. I always found in my darkest times I'd cry out to God and there he'd be waiting to pick me up and brush the dirt off of me. and then when things got stable in my life I'd foolishly walk away thinking i can handle things on my own terms once again. Well this time i realized to truly stay happy is to ALWAYS seek God. Not just when you're in the gutter, but also when You're walking on sunshine.
P.S. I truly miss xanga and it's community of awesome people, so I'm gonna be on here more often. :) |
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| Holy smokes xanga.. it's been a while. i miss you haha. anyways a lot in life has me jumping through hoops latley weather it be relationships, jobs, commitments, ministries, or just life in general.. i really need to get situated i'm 20 years old and have no direction?? whats up with that. i pray for guidance i can only hope the lord reveals something to me. oh and did i mention relationships? haha i met this amazing girl and we both really like eachother and we talked about and we decided to wait a year before we date.. well regardless of what we decided we founf eachother always hanging out alone practically being a couple.. so we decided to put the breaks on our relationships so that niether one of us would get hurt.. too late, i can't help but be sad i really like this girl i enjoy her company she makes me feel good about myself .. i can't wait for a year to be up.. everything about her is amazing.. her commitment to God.. her ability to love others not to menion she's gorgeous.. sighh.. oh 1 year please come soon.
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